I've been planning my wedding before I met my fiancee and even before I had a boyfriend. I know it sounds kind of creepy, but it has been my dream to be a bride and now that it is actually happening I can't believe it and I get emotional very often about it. Yesterday i went to a bridal show in Orange County and it was awesome. I saw an awesome fashion show and talked to a bunch of vendors. It just pumped my spirit and gave me motivation to work really hard. I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS IN MY HEAD IT'S RIDICULOUS!